oh. and i cant wait for holiday so i can get BUBBLE TEA. and CHICKEN RICE. and SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and i hope the house thing gets confirmed too. i feel like i am getting into the mood of doing up my room :D

Argh, Havent post for homework yet.. darn.

I totally dont feel like myself this week. I dont know why and i dont like it. i dont seem to laugh or smile as much as i used to. i think its the load of work, but i dont know.. i just hope next week is better. i have been getting myself to go to sleep before midnight regardless of whether or not i have finished my work. i dont know why i am doing that. i feel less tired during the day then when i slept much later, but i just dun feel happy. Even my mom said she felt like hugging me when she picked me up from school today.

I dont think is side effects of tamiflu, haha. i think its school work. yeah it must be. i am glad there is like no studying in school tomorrow and then no school on monday. tomorrow i shall come straight home and finish off some work and studying. see? i feel all the fun has been sucked out of my life. except for school and dance, i dont go out anymore. not even for dinner with my family, or out with jayying and yainyi or even zoey.

Hopefully meeting jayying tomorrow morning will bring some happiness that will hopefully last the whole day. Geez. i cant believe i am saying this but i cannot wait to get out of Riverside. It causes misery. I swear it is the rrot of all problems.

Oh yeah, i realize i like maths that have got to do with formulas. Its like way easier for some reason. Okay, i think that's enough for today.

and some horribly bad news: it got accepted. OH GEEZ

fill in the blanks if you are smart.

i hate hate hate _ _ _ even more now. because the presentation was pushed forward on day and vivian rushed through all the slides for nothing. add to the hatred, _ _ _ _ _ _ also has _ _ _ now. so adds on to my pile of _ _ _ _. and _ _ _ _ expect too much already. we do what we want, as you said you are just a _ _ _ _ _ _ to guide us, you cannot expect us to do EXACTLY what you want. Heard from Sparsh that An Ni say our proposal very detailed already, MORE than she expected and she is of the same rank as you. You can say back to me that YOU got NO time when i tell you I got NO time, you wanna try living my life? If you claim you got no time, you dont pester people to do more and more and more. You are just wasting your time cos people are doing things unwillingly already. I PRAY TO GOD, our _ _ _ is not accepted because i am really not interested in doing it anymore. I am not the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ who thinks that _ _ _ is a _ _ _ _ _ of _ _ _ _. I swear i am going to be very honest writing the reflection bit. I dun care who comes to look for me, as long as i do not need to do _ _ _ anymore, if i am barred from it, OH PRAISE THE LORD. We become _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ of our _ _ _ has got no reason whatsoever with _ _ _, i personally think that if the school continues on with _ _ _, the number of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ who want to lead our _ _ _ will drop next year. Once we pass down our experiences with _ _ _, they will fear the thought of having to go through the same _ _ _ _ as us, they will not show their _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ qualities and there will be no more _ _ _ _ _ _ _. So congrats to you.

Just to let you know, i will never not go to dance to stay in school to do _ _ _ _.

I cannot wait till i get out of Riverside Secondary School. My horrors will be over. I doubt i will enjoy being a _ _ _ _ _ _ in the school. Take away my _ _ _ _ _ _, i dun _ _ _ _ a _ _ _ _.

Okay, now on to the part for homework,
Maths, went through our trigo test, i kind of understand some things now, but i still have a lot of homework to catch up on. I cannot wait for Friday so i can go home to do homework, thank you Singapore for having your birthday on sunday, which means Monday we have no school, so I can go out for a (i think) well deserved break.
Chemistry, did titration in the lab, it's more fun then normal, theory lessons, but i dun know how to do the calculation part and i will need help for that when i get the time. And i have to find time tomorrow to do the titration i missed last week.
POA, given some questions that we were supposed to do, i didnt do anything cos i didnt learn it, so while everyone was doing, i was there reading and learning what they learnt last week.
Chinese, no comment.

Gosh, i hate blogging about school, dance and stuff is wayy more interesting and fun can??

Went to ballet :D CB1 was fun, as usual, but i didnt laugh so much today, dunno if its a good thing or not :P We learnt the Character Dance for performance, or rather, i learn they recap. haha. Mr Cheng say after high fever, my brain slow down, then my memory also slow.. IS NOT LORHHH. I think me memory is still the same as before, not saying that my memory is good, but i can remember things if i wanna. but when i remember always got something wrong or missing somewhere one. but its not bad lahh. just not reliable only. :P

then had CB2, muahha. evil enough to leave the front of the barre for Zuyou, muahahah :P
and then learnt Alicia's part in 6 Friends, i get so confused when i do cos at first week i learn one side, second week learn the opposite side, third week i go back to the first side, fourth week i go back to the opposite side, my brain @@ already..

yeahh. okay i think i have posted enough already.. satisfied my anger.

OH OH OH. and Monday going out with Leann!! YAYYY~~~

debs

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE _ _ _.

That pretty much sums up the horrible part of my day.

But on a lighter note, i finally got my hair done again. YAY~!! :D

Okay, so on to the part for English homework,

English was spent doing a comprehension that was very difficult.
Maths we had a test on Trigo which i have learnt like 3/5 of. Totally unfair, but what can i do? Blame the person who made me sick last week? I can't do that because i don't know who that person is.
Recess, had to get Miso with noodles and i asked the auntie to cut the noodle to small pieces for me and she was going to charge me service charge for that. -.-
After recess was Humans, did Geography today, which is very good cos i dun like S.S. We learnt about. uh.. something about coasts, whatisit? erh. Effectiveness of coastal management. Seawalls, Groynes(I KNOW. HOW AWESOME IS THAT WORD. ITS THE ONLY ONE I REMEMBER), Breakwaters and Gabions. Mdm Haslinda was like, 'If you have one groyne, you are going to need another one because the land next to it will be eroded, so you need groyne after groyne after groyne.' and 'If you have lots of groynes, it will lessen the attractiveness of the land.' hahaha. Very funny. :P
And then we had POA. . . . . pretty much the whole class was not interested in what whatshername was trying to say. Just copied everything off the powerpoint slides.

I am trying to do my homework now, bu i got annoyed by GheeGhee. Asking for way too much already.

Gosh damnit, sick of _ _ _. I hope its not approved, will hate to follow through with it.

F*** YOU.

HEYA!! Missed me much? I would'nt be updating my blog if it wasn't for ENGLISH HOMEWORK. So it will just be five consecutive posts, for everyday this week and then my blog will be dead again. That is, if i find the time to post everyday.

Erh, okay, so we are supposed to post about school. Yeah, first day back at school after like a LONG time for me :D Haha, got to school and went to find Jay Ying, ran to her like those love story running scene thing. Hahaha. oh no. are we allowed to type 'haha'? Is it proper english? ohh whoo caress. I shall type this anyway i want. I mean, it's still understandable right?
Then before P.E. saw Mr Chong heading to the lift, so me and YainYi went up to 4th floor to wait for him. I so nice to go up and see him, He so mean can? He came out of the lift, holding his nose. So funny. Hahaha.

This is going to take freaking long to tpye in proper english so i am not going to care anymore. very annoyed with something right now, but i cant say here or people will come find me and i dun want them to. it will be nice to let it out, but no thanks. not if those people will come find me.

i shall just zoom through the rest of the day shall i?

Recess laughed with jayying about our smses last night. yo dont fo shizzle ka fizzle me.
hahahha. awesome-ness.

skip school. so annoyed with all the meetings also. had a total of three supposed to be meetings but had to turn down 2. seriously how to split like that in 10 minutes? i had a dental appointment and ballet class to rush off to. i only got home at 7.30. so sympathise with me.
after wednesday, i will say sayonara to CCM. i would have reached NIRVANA.

ok. got to paragon and ate dintaifung for lunch. we ate at record speed, we were out in 20 minutes. hahaha! then went dental, then got to ballet. WOOHOO~ BALLET~ FINALLY~! It was nice to see people again. :D

yeahh. i am done with this.

PEACE TO THE PEOPLE WHO YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

Debs.