Argh, Havent post for homework yet.. darn.

I totally dont feel like myself this week. I dont know why and i dont like it. i dont seem to laugh or smile as much as i used to. i think its the load of work, but i dont know.. i just hope next week is better. i have been getting myself to go to sleep before midnight regardless of whether or not i have finished my work. i dont know why i am doing that. i feel less tired during the day then when i slept much later, but i just dun feel happy. Even my mom said she felt like hugging me when she picked me up from school today.

I dont think is side effects of tamiflu, haha. i think its school work. yeah it must be. i am glad there is like no studying in school tomorrow and then no school on monday. tomorrow i shall come straight home and finish off some work and studying. see? i feel all the fun has been sucked out of my life. except for school and dance, i dont go out anymore. not even for dinner with my family, or out with jayying and yainyi or even zoey.

Hopefully meeting jayying tomorrow morning will bring some happiness that will hopefully last the whole day. Geez. i cant believe i am saying this but i cannot wait to get out of Riverside. It causes misery. I swear it is the rrot of all problems.

Oh yeah, i realize i like maths that have got to do with formulas. Its like way easier for some reason. Okay, i think that's enough for today.

and some horribly bad news: it got accepted. OH GEEZ