Yayy! i am in a good mood now.! hehehe. i bet its cos of modern dance! i always feel good after training! and got so many things to look forward to when school ends!! :D

andand, i am quite satisfied with my results :D i was called in to see Mr Chen and all he wanted to say was. 'Good job' and 'You improved tremendously'. so i must work harder! like he said, its better to struggle this year than next year. i hope i can do it, must have a very strong mind. and dont be so pessimistic about some things.

though i have to say i was EXTREMELY UPSET that we have to go back to school on thursday and friday during the HOLIDAYS from 8.00 am to 4.30 pm. on BOTH days. they might as well say sorry you cant have holiday. i would rather have a normal week at school than 2 HOURS of lessons with only like 15-30minutes break in between and we are not even sure the canteen will be open.

haiyah but what can i do? complain only right.? and i was planning to use my holidays to catch up and maybe start studying, i guess all i can do now is do my homework with what little time i have left. damn. that really ruins it.

argh. i really cannot cannot cannot wait for EOY to end. i swear, if they want to bring me back to school for studying i can tell you now, it will be extremely difficult. i shall just ask me parents to bring us on holiday so the school cannot contact anyone. or, i can ask my parents to go on holiday and i can stay with someone whom the school has no contact with. wow. that'll be awesome. ok nevermind, i shall just look forward to the good stuff, hoepfully that will make me get through the coming days faster..

how i wish i could turn back time not so i can change anything but so i can experience good memories again. it feels like life is too short.

OH WELL, SCREW LIFE.

i enjoyed dinner with jayying just now, i had absolutely nothing on my mind and i felt like my old self again-the one that enjoyed life. i think its the school environment thats so stressfully annoying. the only time i really enjoyed myself in school today was dance. and i really truly loved it. just felt so free. BARBIE! hahahahahaha. mmmm. and i improve le. yayyy.! maybe i already improved before that but i only realised today. i guess it just took me by surprise. but still, yayyyyy~!

i still think dance is my best time to enjoy myself, other than when i am with friends OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL.(its way less stressful) especially modern dance, can just go crazy! unlike in ballet, its kinda difficult to want to like, grande jete just to cross the room or turn at any random time cos well, there isnt much space and i think everyone will just stare at me and say your technique is wrong or something when i am just jumping/turning for the fun of it. and huay kuan is okay too! i think i better already but i stillnot very used to the style then finding it quite difficult to remember the steps. :S

lalalala~ i dun wanna blog anymore, must go do english filing and organise some things. yay to me for forcing myself to do my filing. hahah!

debbie